I recognize the eternal movement of the Universe as a deep primordial knowing within myself. It is a souls journey where one never arrives but ever evolves on their own path. No Ray of sunlight is ever lost.
Along the way my heart has been broken open and I am at what feels like the edge of loss and love at all times. The hard truth is that the gift of loving comes with the risk of loss. When grief comes in all its glory I recognize it as the highest form of honoring love. At times it’s masked as a slow stabbing of the heart, seemingly draining the life force within. But I have learned a new perspective and find an ironic beauty about this space. Like love, it is where all of life’s possibilities can arise. I used to brace myself each time the waves of loss would come, but lately I just sit as it washes over me and let it languish me in the bittersweet irony of existence. I find myself standing in the proverbial fire where I emerge anew. I transmute pain and suffering into healing and peace for the growth of my own soul. I have found through selfless service that my purpose is to help heal others both individually and collectively and to cultivate be-ing love, receiving love, giving love,..I am love. A very dear spiritual healer recently told me that it was an amazing gift to have all these feelings of love and loss and to feel them fully. I am so much more expansive and so grateful for the remembering to feel things without judging or labeling them as good or bad. To be fully alive is to feel the whole spectrum. With every breath we are gifted an opportunity to have an all encompassing experience. To limit or edit our feelings is to dampen the Light of life. To be able to still feel butterflies in your belly for the sweetness of new love, to feel the ache of compassion for a lovers last breath, to marvel at the night sky filled with celestial bodies that burnt out millions of years ago, to connect with your soul partner through deep meaningful inquiry, breathtaking prose and musical notes, to travel to sacred sites humbled by the Divine, to feel the electricity of such vibrant life force through a single kiss, to sit together and meditate in peaceful silence... Although I’ve grown in so many ways through great loss, I recognize that it is through intimate relationship that we grow the most both spiritually and emotionally. Releasing attachment to the outcome and exhaling fully into the arms of a lover, unconditionally and without fear of saying goodbye. My heart is aching for my twin flame, my soul partner, my Shiva. To be in a highly conscious relationship in this limited time on Earth and in this physical body, to know the highest Truths and deepest unconditional love. To be unedited in every facet, to be unleashed sexually, to know unequivocal joy, compassion, kindness and reverence for each other. I listen to how the Universe is speaking to me, watching the way things unfold. I manifest my own hearts path, living my dharma while actively awakening my soulmate’s journey to intersect mine. To see and hear the Universe through their heart-song, to sit in silence and intuit their soul...and to finally come Home.
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April
4/22/2018 09:18:52 pm
Very heartfelt and beautiful Eva🙏🏽
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Eva
4/23/2018 10:19:32 pm
Thank you for reaching out✨What’s in my heart is both cellular and soul deep...I am so grateful for your precious words❤️
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Hank Whittemore
4/23/2018 09:32:27 am
Beautiful, sweet Eva! You have said it all — in a single breath, it would seem. I am overjoyed and awed by your spiritual growth and life. I feel your pain and joy and tears well up. Love always from your Dad
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Eva
4/23/2018 10:09:44 pm
Ohhhhh Dad…I so appreciate that you see me. I am so grateful for our special soul connection and I know that you can feel the depth of my emotion. Thank you for sharing your beautiful heart...love you so!❤️
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4/23/2018 10:01:41 am
What a gift you've given me dear Eva! I am a very watery soul, who rides the waves of deep emotion. Thank you for reminding us what a gift it is to feel so profoundly, to embrace all of these waves as the incredible movement of the Ocean of Love of which we ARE. I love you!
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Eva
4/23/2018 10:20:33 pm
Soulful Kim...I recognize the depth of your watery soul. It is so profoundly evident in the way you connect with others and through your Divine voice. I am so grateful for your kind words...I love you too❤️
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Doug Giffin
4/23/2018 04:27:09 pm
Excellent! Om tat sat!
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Eva
4/23/2018 10:21:42 pm
Thank you so much Doug...you are a sweet soul and kindred spirit! Hari Om💛
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Paul
4/23/2018 11:55:01 pm
Your growth is an inspiration Eva . 🙏🏼
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Eva
4/24/2018 02:35:52 pm
Thanks Paul...I really appreciate your comment and email. You’re posts always really resonate with me too💕
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Paul
4/24/2018 08:56:41 pm
One of the most beautiful passages I have had the privilege to read... composed by a Soul of great radiance and love... so deep and profound... thank you...
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Eva
4/24/2018 11:50:03 pm
Wow Paul! Thank you so much...I am truly humbled. I had no choice but to write it...my Soul would not rest until I expressed what was in my heart. I was Divinely guided❤️🙏🏼
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Brice
4/24/2018 11:58:27 pm
Wow, so profound & authetically beautiful. Its been amazing to witness your tremendous growth though your dedication & passion, which have led to such amazing manifestations for you this past year. In many ways I see you as my spiritual mentor and I'm so proud of all of your continuing accomplishments. As your vibrational level continues to grow, everything you desire will naturally come your way. Thank you for being an incredible inspiration to me!
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Eva
4/25/2018 08:59:28 am
Thank you Brice...that means the world to me! It’s been a joy to witness your spiritual journey and I cherish that we’ve become dear friends along the way. So much love to you❤️
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Brian
5/5/2018 11:38:24 am
Beautifully said, Eva! Any time I'm missing someone or mourning their loss, I realize that was the tradeoff from the very start -- and that all attachments are impermanent, other than through memory. With love comes inevitable loss, but also growth from having had the experience in the first place. All you can do is embrace it as part of the mystery journey we're all traveling.
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Eva
5/7/2018 04:56:21 pm
Thanks for sharing your heart Brian...I’m so grateful for you! Much love!💛
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